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On My Mat

As leaves umberise
and heaters click on -
even as I know the movement
is comfort,
never regretted -
I can find myself
wanting to curl up, bear-like.
But this afternoon, I'm choosing you.

As cold surrounds
and I find myself
inside, alone
and frustrated;
as a lone pigeon
perches on a freezing bridge;
you warm me, calm me, recharge me.
This morning, I'm choosing you.

As the soil opens
to evening's return,
you focus my excitement,
reinforce my energy
and stretch and lighten,
as if unfurling after a long dormancy,
to new growth.
Tonight, I'm choosing you.

As light wakens
and lizards bask on sand,
I lie, sensing us connected.
You lift me
amongst the long-tailed swallows
and soft cirrus clouds,
to simply be.
I'm choosing you,
I'm choosing you,
I'm choosing you.
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